Agony... what does this mean...
Sometimes i think its at its strongest...
at others, i don't understand it at all...
What exactly is wrong with me?
Whats this exceptionally torturous, horrendous...
i don't know anymore...
Is this jealousy?
I guess so...
Coz it only comes everytime i look up,
in front of the class...
Its him, its him...
he's screwing my mind... he's messing with me...
he's the one... but why so...
He's my friend...
doubt he means harm... but it hurts...
to see him with her...
it just seems so perfect... yet it hurts bad...

Perhaps, it should be over soon...
Perhaps, it might never end...
Perhaps, it might develop....
Perhaps, i'm just imagining things....
Perhaps, Perhaps...
Perhaps... but why...

Maybe i shouldn't think about it
Maybe i shouldn't think about her
Maybe i shouldn't think about him
Maybe i shouldn't think about us...
Maybe, maybe... but why...

Why...
Why am i like this?
Why am i like an ass?
Why am i like an extra?
Why, why... but why...

I seek the answers, but they seek me not...
Perhaps i should stop thinking of her...
Maybe i should seek help...
Why am i even thinking about this...

Because i can't stop
Because i can't help it
Because i can't forget it
Because... i can't live without her...

Because,because...
Why,Why...
Maybe,maybe...
Perhaps, perhaps...

I'll look back and ask myself...
why i wasted my time...
why i put myself all this bullshit...
when i didn't mean a thing to you...
and, i'll remember...
because i love you

Why? Perhaps Because Maybe
Most importantly...

-Jealousy
- K.Quan Rui