I Will Still Love You
When your legs break its hard to stand
When your arms break its hard to work
When your head aches its hard to think
When your heart breaks, its hard to do anything at all...

Its amazing i can still think
in this sort of state
I guess love at 14
Is just not my fate...

You know its hard to face the world
When all you've got is gone
When all your time and energy
spent on her, never even shone...

Its hard to stand,
when it breaks your legs
Its hard to think
When it takes your head

I see the sky
But it looks down on me
I see the people below
And i feel i'm falling free...

Sometimes i feel
i feel so stupid
To have even fallen in love
why... so stupid...

I had a reason to smile
I had a reason to fight
I had a reason to believe
But now, where's my might?

It seems all harsh
It seems all crude
It seems that the world
Makes its beatings all brute...

When you've put your everything
When you've poured it all
Into one empty pail and care for it
Will you feel sad, if it's gone?

When you water a plant
and care for it for years
and to see it being chopped down
with the crackling sounds being all your hear

Do you feel the pain?
Do you see the hurt?
Do you comprehend what others have done
To cause all this pain and hurt...

When society rejects you
When everyone hates you
And you put all your love into something
And that thing hates you too

When you hurt others
When you create conflict
When you cause pain
Do you think of their hate?

I feel this pain, yes i do
And on this special day.
I promised i would tell her
and that was all i wished to say

Its over, it truly is
And maybe now, im free
But for now all i see ahead of me
is pain and agony

A man must stand up again
Even if he has no legs
With willpower, with internal strength
With more that just powerful pegs

I will stand again
And i will love her again.
I won't give up just yet
For her love is worth more than just this pain

I will soar, i will fly
I will look up to the sky
I will see, i will hear
I will bring her with me here...

Yes, i won't give up
No, not just yet
Until she says i stand no chance
There will be no girl i have met
Who can cause this much love
Who can cause this much care
Who can cause me to become this sad

I will stand up again
I will...

Until the day you love me
I wont give up
Until the day i die
My love for you won't dry up

I will still love you

When i think of you...
Yes, it has come
Tomorrow is the day
the day when i would try
to confront and try to say

Anticipated, it has been
Time just seems so fast
It's been months since i first loved you
And for all i know, tomorrow might be the last...

Sometimes, on my window
I look out, and i wonder
Think about you, think about us
think about whether this will last forever

Sometimes, i think i can hear you
screaming in your mind over something that i did
Sometimes, i think i stop
but it seems that you're the only person i can keep in my head...

When you're lonely,
When you're sad
When you're down,
When you're mad..

I'll be there, i promise
I'll be with you, i promise
I'll help you stand
and I'll help you fly with the autumn breeze...

Build your wings on your way down
And I'll help you fly
Soar, and never look back
How beautiful you will be, my my...

If you will, if you may
Please bring me with you
For i wish to soar with you
hug you, keep you warm when it's cool...

Voices in my head, telling me i shouldn't
They tell me they know best
Voices in my head, telling me what to do
But i have to choose fast...

Which way? i can't tell
I just have to follow my heart
Nothing works without you
Everything is just too hard...

Will you help me stand?
Will you help me fly?
Will you help me,
Soar to the sky?

Bring me with you,
And i can help you
I wish to help you
And i want to help you

One day, if i fall
To never ending hell,
Please take with you
My love, and not tell...

It's once in a lifetime
Meaning there's no second chance
So i believe that i should
Tell you before its too late, while i still can

Tomorrow, its coming
Tomorrow, i want to find you there
Tomorrow, i want to hold on tight,
Tomorrow, i want to hear you say i love you, all fair...

Tomorrow, i will tell you
With the means of a box
With my poem inside
Concealed with my love, with a lock

The lock, with a key
and only this key
This key can open the lock
and this key is in your hand...

Move Along

Sometimes, i'm not so sure
Sometimes, i just don't fit
Sometimes, i think i can
Sometimes, its you i want to meet

Change of environment
Change of rooms
but still the same heart,
and your flower still blooms

Sometimes i wonder
Sometimes i see
Sometimes i just want to
wonder and think, of you and me

At times i'm unsure
if you like me or not
At times i think
Advice is really what i should have sought

If you will, please
tell me if i'm worth it
If you will, please
tell me if i'm not worth it...

Sometimes i want to know
at others, i think i already do,
Sometimes i just wish that
you would give me more than just a clue

I really love you, i really do
and sometimes i just want to let you know
but when you're sad and when you're down
i know you'll wish me, to keep it unknown

Yes i do love you
and i always have
but sometimes i wonder,
if you ever have...

I do make mistakes,
i do tell lies,
but let me make up
with my care and concern...

Lie to you? i won't
Hate you? i shan't
But if one day i ever do,
may i be condemned to never want...

Please give me
just a clue
so i know that
i can still love you

I Will Tell You I Love You (I Really Will)

I don't know if you will read this,
but i'm guessing you never will.
However there is something i wish to say,
even if you hate me still...

On the 24th of august,
On that fine day,
I will attempt to meet you,
And say something i wish to say...

I will find you under the sun,
unless you will me not.
But i sure will tell you,
what for i have fought...

I will tell you, what i feel,
and hope you do the same,
If i stand no chance against a valient knight,
then may i be filled with shame.

I wish for you to come to me,
let me hold you by your hand.
Let me guide you through this world,
Tall and strong, we shall stand...

Danger, danger, is what i sense,
may i not be deceived...
However if i really do pass on,
There is something i can give...

My love, my love, what tender pain
it has been through to see this day,
i hope that you will take it,
and not no that you will say...

I love you, i really do,
please try to understand.
I know we're not the closest of friends,
but i hope this love, we can mend...

So if you read this today, tomorrow,
or even on Sunday,
i hope you know how much i love you,
and all the things, i wish to say...

I will tell you on Monday,
With high hopes i shall stand.
It may come all crumbling down,
But this is all, i wish to amend....

I dont want this misunderstanding,
I dont want this hate...
You may say no if it pleases you so,
But i hope that this, is not my fate.

All i seek is you,
or my life will be in a mess
And all i want to hear on Monday,
is nothing more that just a yes...

Please say yes
because i truly am sincere,
Upon all my words, i vow to you
my love is not just mere...

Yes, you have your will of heart,
and fall in love you will,
even if i'm not the one,
respect your decision, i will...

Until you say i don't stand a chance,
I will perservere to the end,
even if love we do not share,
I'm sure we can still be friends

But for now, all i pray,
is for your answer to be yes,
Just one word from you,
may make our lives a total success =]


I love you
From,
QuannRUi ~ LoveDrunk... with your sweet, sweet love...

Moving soon. This is pure exhaustion. Must pack and pack and pack. =s so many project some more.
New skin, so i still lazy fix everything, though there are 2 tagboards 0o
Going to have training soon. haha chionging down my lunch while blogging.
No idea what to say. Still as confused and...

To fight, to struggle, to lug...
To walk, to run, to crawl...
To my undying determination...
They're all not up to expectations...
I dont want to run, to walk, to crawl...
I dont want to fight, to struggle, to lug...
I want to soar, soar in the sky,
where birds so free, they can fly...
I want to win, win for someone,
Win, so that i can pursue what i want...

I want, i want, but will i get?
I hate, i hate, but will it avoid?
Whats the use of winning,
if love in this world is so devoid?

Winning is not everything,
but everything, is achieving...
achieving is what i want,
What i want, is the love of someone...

To achieve, to win, to soar,
To be able to run on forever more...
I must believe, i must work,
Because i know what it feels like to be in the lurk...

And here i pledge to myself,
upon all the books on my shelf,
That i will perservere, and fight on,
for what i believe in, and so on...

Hate you? Love you? Friend you?
See you? talk to you? play with you?
Ignore you? hate you? beat you?
OR should i just compromise with you?...

Everyday, everynight,
i think of her under the bright, moon light...
Under the same sun as Merlin's fight,
trying to forget with all my might...

But you came in, like a flying glaive,
Killing me off, and going her to save...
Leaving me to die,
and under the same sun i lie...

I fight with all my might,
To stand up for the light...
But the sky stared down on me,
and that reminded so did you...

Now confusion takes over...
Love is more than just a flower...
The complexity of it all...
The ease to make others fall...