Invisible

Sometimes, i feel i'm invisible
Sometimes, i feel i'm not there
Sometimes, i just feel that
You think of me as your worst nightmare

I'm transparent to your eyes
Walking past you like wind
I try my best to do all i can
To make you happy, to keep my conscience clean

I don't talk to you in school
I don't shake hands with you
I don't make contact with you at all
Though my mind tells me i want to

Everything is so sophisticated
Everything, so complicated
Everything, so contradictory
Everything, too alienated...

Sometimes i feel you miss me out
Sometimes i feel you hate me
Sometimes i feel you miss me out
Because you're afraid others will see

Fear of the world,
Fear of attention
Fear of everything
to do with retention

Yes, I make your life hard
Yes, I make your life suck
Yes, I make your life
totally devoid of luck...

You hate me, i can see
In all the inner parts of you
But through sheer kindness and sympathy
You don't want to hurt me too

Sometimes, I don't want to be invisible
Sometimes, I want to let you know
Sometimes, its good to forget the past
And move on with friendship, without slow

I wish we could talk like we did
Like we did back then
Like we did when we were close
Like we did, when we were...friends...

Don't, please don't
Please don't leave me out
I don't like this isolation
It makes me want to scream and shout...