Sorry people, been away for quite a while. Wouldn't say its been a nice trip.

"Have you met anyone who has changed you?"
Tough question. My answer?
No Clue.
Somehow the person who was supposed to just walked right out.
Right out the door. Without a goodbye.
And she just had to turn around.
And scream IHATEYOU back at me.

Look, somehow I dont really want to go to sleep
with this thing at the back of my head
telling me its my fault.
Look, maybe i've changed. Maybe we've all just gotten busier.
I dont really want to live with this ):
Somehow it just feels lonely.
Without that someone who used to listen to you.
Talked to you.
Gave you the smile you needed.
Somehow, another reason to get out of bed every morning.

Somehow its all gone.
And I've got no clue of how and why.
Maybe its moving on.
Maybe you really were just another part of my life.
Just another flower by the roadside.
Cheering me up till one day i eventually left.

Maybe not just a flower...
Maybe a whole field full of flowers.
And somehow I just dont want to leave.

But i guess even if i didnt, you would.

If you want, we could
check back in a few months then.

Your name just reminds me
of how :) turned into ._.
maybe even >:(

Well I guess this is it.

I feel so Ne-Yo right now.
Somehow I'm mad, but
I really mean it when I say
I didnt want to hurt you

Seeya,
honey

I'll still be here,
it just depends on whether you'd come back for me